The Cross Road.
from my heart.
I'll follow my dreams.
Monday, April 8, 2013
In life we always have decisions to choose.
The friends we make,
The love partner we choose,
The way we react,
The way we think,
The life we want,
The person we want to be.
What do I want? One thing sure I know is, as long as God is in the equation, as long as He is part of the choice that I am going to make, all is well. By faith and through faith.
Such a time like this, might be the best time when it seems to be wrong.
If I don't, I might never.
It is what everybody should do too.
It is His will,
and yes He will help me.
As long as I am willing.
I might say it is a privilege to be involved.
To change lives, to change mine.
Sacrifice, Humbleness, Love, Commitment, Crucifying of the flesh, Long suffering and Patience..
All these, are needed by Your grace.
This is the beginning to do something great.
Thursday, March 21, 2013
If you would know.
It seems I'm coming into a moment of despair.
I can't be the same like you .
The level that you're in.
We have different points of view.
I have my life to live ,
A time to serve, a time to give
A time where I could be on my own .
I need to be freed up, I need life.
I don't know if I'm up to this .
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
In a blink of an eye its already the mid of February! That is super fast! Time to blog and type whatever that is on my mind (:
Where shall I start..
Right, I'll start with God.
Abiding in God has been ringing in me. I think as the time goes by walking with Jesus, there is definitely a tendency to stagnant, less so call on fire, having passion on people is even harder as growing older and older. Not like the younger days when we tell one another oh let us have fire revival, let us go prayer walking and share the gospel as much as we can, let us have a pure and consecrated heart. Back then those were the high times even to the extend that I gave 'bible study' to my classmate who was does not attend church during 15 years old. Praying at the rooftop at the Home Econs block crying out to God, prayer walking. Those were the BEST times of my christian walk with God.
Now when I've grown up, these things have been drifted away gradually. But God is always good that He reminds us of the good times we had with Him. Going back to the basics of yearning and desiring like a child, talking and praying to Him, being obedient and open to whatever He instructs. Time to go back to the place of falling in love with Jesus just like the beginning, crazily madly in love.
I really thank God for opportunities and for friends at different seasons of my life. (: Gonna believe for my miracles this year!
Next I'l start with Church.
I might be going to Lester's cell group and my cell group is shifting to Saturday. And I have a problem on Saturdays now as it cg will be in the west. Plus JAMS in morning, CG at west and then EG lessons on the east. I realized I have to carry AG and EG to JW if there is JAMS and rush off to EG Lessons even before cg ends. This is tough and straining really. Going to Lester's CG means more stepping out of my comfort zone and greater time management.. And plan my sleeping time to have sufficient rest.
Oh and I am like doing diy accessories stuff and trying to diy dye clothes! Spent quite some money on the things :/ I plan to sell diy things online for extra income but still working on it. Extra income to fund my guitar lessons and invest on recording stuff in future. Praying *
I'm still thinking of the watch. :/ oh goodnesss.