DADDY'S PRINCESS

Resolution

Thursday, December 31, 2009

My resolution for 2010:
1) To give a 110% effort in everyting i do.
2) My father's salvation.
3) To be a cell group guitarist.
4) Save money! Minimal spending.

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2.20am

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Crunchy wheat flakes with probiotic yogurt, real raspberries and strawberries with milk before i sleep. I'm in love with cereal now. It's really good!

Just want to post this video, taken by me today at taka. I'm so happy that finally Yvonne took the courage to tell Jerbline that she wants to be a Cg guitarist! I told her just do it now and stop hesitating. This is a special moment, when you feel an urge to do something great for God and you know He is calling you. It takes courage to have faith, to believe in oneself that he/she can do it. Because God is Big and when He gives us visions and dreams, normally we doubt we can bring it to reality. Nothing is impossible with God! Pardon for my poor video taking.

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Yellow

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

A song just nice for the cold night. Will be great with a cup of cafe latte now.

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Beautiful Sunday.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

1st.

As i stepped out of my house early morning, i was feeling kinda dull. Dragging my feet, I walked to Simei and the crazy mind of mine started going wild. The thought of drifting away, the thought of disappearing from where i first came; basically b.s. I was lost. I don't see hope, not at the moment. Somehow, the world is calling me. Tempted yet reluctant because i know the Truth. Creating excuses to decieve myself would be stupid. I wished i knew nothing. BUT God saved the day. He brought me back with His indescirable love. Never did i expect He would show Himself different today. Once again, I've found You, found hope.

2nd.

I went to Shermange's father wake. It literally reminded me of "Father". I remembered i told someone so what if i have a complete family yet having a father just for the sake of having one. It makes no difference with a family that's not complete. The respect that i've lost, the hatred because of the things he did again and again. The daddy figure i desire in my imagination world compared to reality is two far ends. Like parallel lines that will never meet. But when i saw the sadness in her eyes losing a father, i asked myself this: "What if my father one day just die suddenly? How will i react and feel? Will i be emotionless, sad?". I guess it will be a wake up call for me. Because in my memory, as far as i can remember contained the happy memories during my childhood days. Times we played together, carrying me and swinging me around, bowled together, catched movies, bringing me to different places. These memories of love, how could i not thought of if i'm at his death bed. I would choose to forgive peharps at that moment. I would choose to cancel and erase all his doings. But wouldn't it be too late, too late to cherish? Must it really be at the end of his life then he would deserve my respect and forgiveness? It strucked me real hard. If i can do it, why not now when he's still alive, he's still breathing, he's still healthy. When there's still time for a change, time to cherish, time to rebuild a broken relationship. It all comes down to me.

3rd.

Well i did, by making the first step. Having dinner with my family, initiated to take family photos (:

Lastly, bye holidays and hi to school again! I am ready to study. ;D Gambette Flora Cheng!

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Christmas Day

Saturday, December 26, 2009

A day like any ordinary days. Anyway, celebrated Yvonne's birthday after service ;). It was a happy moment, a feeling of togetherness.

Headed to Orchard with Esther after my outing with my secondary school friends. We went shopping and she got her heels from New Look. I have finally found the one i'm looking for and i'm so gonna get it. ;D Boots, come to mama!

I'm in love with this top from Zara. Matches with anything. Perfecto.

Christmas cards for my friends, of cause i won't miss doing a special one for my mother (: Just completed and i'm gonna give her now.

Saturday will be a better day. Goodbye Christmas.

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Feeling it

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Have an outing that i've been looking forward to later on.(: I feel much much better now. Thank God! Look what i have done here!

Lovely christmas cards i've made for my friends. I'm soo happy with the outcome;D

Gonna get ready now~

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Sunday, December 20, 2009

Never attend candlelight service and Sun's appreciation night because of eye infection and sorethroat. Ahh, it really sucks to get sick. I thank God for my lovely mother. She washed my plate, brewed chinese medicine, brought me to a doctor, cooked for me, and queued for so long to get me food today. I'm just simply content and happy. I submitted an application form on friday to work in TP and my interview is on tuesday. I'm soo gonna get the job((:

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

I really hate getting sick. Sorethroat, i want you to go away. Shooo.

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Awesome Day

Thursday, December 17, 2009

I am so happy today cause i met up with Dennis Cheng. Yes, the Cheng family. Its been like 3 years since we last saw each other. Still as short as ever, as young as ever, as cute as ever and its just Dennis.(: We went to orchard and catched a movie. Its new movie called "Avatar".

It's a really fantastic movie. The graphics are amazing, definitely a movie worth watching. I'll rate it 4/5. ;D I can feel the Christmas atmosphere as we walked to the new mall at somerset. The christmas lightings, the people walking down the streets, performances and different kinds of christmas trees. I can't wait for Christmas to come! There's not much food places in the new mall and we landed at Food Republic which is at the top most level. It was already like 9 plus at night and all the food stalls were closed. We wanted to eat Japanese food but in the end we ate the most asian, original, typical singaporean food which is vegetable rice. Its our only choice and the best thing was it cost 16 bucks for 2 plates of rice. The most ever expensive vegetable rice i've ever eaten in my whole life man. We were both really shocked and it tasted soo normal. We didn't even finish the food. I will never ever visit that stall again. I felt so cheated.== Overall ,its not bad after all(: It's just so cool to spend time together with such an awesome brother, talking about everything and anything, laughing here and there.

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Monday, December 14, 2009

1. Japanese food
2. Bowling
3. Pool
4. Lan shop gamming
Just bathed and its 6.54 am in the morning. I have been awake for almost 24 hours. I'm soo tired, yet happy to waste time in this manner. I realised its my first time ever going to a lan shop from midnight till 5am. It's quite cool to waste time once in a while. Its just the starting of my term holidays and i'm already playing to the extreme. Gosh.
I'm soo nob in left for dead and warcraftIII. I guess left for dead 2 i will be even nobber.
Its good to have a friend who drives a car.
Peharps gaming can be the medicine.

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Beneath

Saturday, December 12, 2009

How much i try,
just can't leave this behind,
can't forget.
I just have to live with it,
make this part of everyday life.
I guess, i'll be alright.

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

I want to sit on a ferris wheel with you.

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