Saturday, October 30, 2010

Keep drinkin' coffee
Stare me down across the table
While I look outside

So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet
And count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked

So let me thank you for your time
And try to not waste any more of mine
Get out of here fast

I hate to break it you babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
You swear you know best

But you expect me to
Jump up on board with you
Right off into your dellusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction oh
But you won't ever see

You're so busy makin' maps
With my name on them in all caps
You got the talkin' down just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree
You are not me
Who made you king of anything
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died
And made you king of anything

All my life
I've tried
To make everybody happy while I
Just hurt
And hide
Waitin' for someone to tell me it's my turn
To decide


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Wednesday, October 27, 2010

God, i'm laughing at myself at why i chose leadership and character for my cds. 800 -1.5k words is required for writing about a leader. I hate report writting. I can't believe that i'm in this cds, this is really pulling me out of my comfort zone. I need to get over with myself. Another funny thing is a guy from this class thought i was a vietnamese. I told him i'm a singaporean and he asked if i'm i a chinese. Omg. So far thailand, malay, india and now vietnam. Thank You for giving me such a special face lol.



Ah and this Acne inspired wedge that i have been waiting for soo long! Now its availiable in Singapore. Gonna have this sooner or later.
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I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives

And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give

I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne

Though i am bombarded with so many trials,
I'll praise You still.
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Monday, October 25, 2010

She don't have a say ever since,
She knew the actions behind this,
She wondered why,
The best method maybe thats what she thought.
A selfish method regardless of what and how she would feel.
Everyday, day by day,
Oh how she forcefully tries to make sense to everything.
Oh hell yeah she knows its tough for the other.
She felt that way too.
Where is the honesty?
She thought.
Or this is too shallow to even qualify for it.
Honesty is like holding something in one's hands,
Its also like one care,
It don't seem this way.

To gain friendship takes a long time, but to lose one takes only seconds.
The same old shit i went through a year ago.
Never ever i want to anymore.
It cost me to lose myself,
It cost me a heartbreak.
Never again i am the same.
I had enough. I felt enough.
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Need to Know
Thursday, October 21, 2010

I need to know...
I need to know...
I need to know...
I need to know...
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Blessings after blessings.
Monday, October 18, 2010

I came back to school today to do some report for my mp/sip before school starts and.. Ziyuan finally came back from China :D. She cut her and dyed her hair to dark brown wearing new clothes haha. I am sooo happy to see her back! Its like Yay (:. She showed my project mates and I the pictures that were taken during her trip to Maldives with her parents. MALDIVES. Wow. Maldives consists of many small islands and she went to a small island called Komandoo. This island is mainly for tourists. When i see the pictures, i was like wowing here and there. The water is soo clear and the weather is really good! How i wish i can go to Maldives one day. Awww. London, Paris, Scotland and Maldives. My dream destination to these places. Anyway i'm happy to recieve pressies from her :D
A pair of cute little rose ear studs, gold butterfly bangle and a "dog on the ball" necklace. So cute!! I'm in love with the necklace, i thought it was a giraffe haha.


And this Ginger Bread Man i recieved from Eileen :D I broke its head and hands while eating with Yiling and Bedok 85 :( This is super adorable! A good christmas present for the end of year :D

Lots of recieving recently. My band's late birthday present for me, high waist vintage shorts and, a black transparent collar shirt. Absolutely love the vintage shorts cause i have been looking out for a perfect high waist shorts but never got to see one i really like. However need some small alteration to fit my waist size. haha

Now the Cannon camera! I have been dreaming of having a cannon camera for myself because i can't always rely on people taking photos. God answer my prayers and He knows my desires. It happened 3 weeks ago when my mum told me that my father found a camera behind the taxi seat. And now it belongs to me as nobody come to collect it :D Its amazing how He works knowing my family financial situation. (: Like finally!

All of this blessings, i feel that its because of my faithful tithing to Him. Of all things this is what i'm most happy of after being a christian, being constant in this area. (giving myself a pat on the back(;)

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Thoughts on the go.
Thursday, October 14, 2010

Indeed time passes very fast. Was just sitting at my house garden after going to Esther's house with my favourite teh-bing. Planned to pray, sit down and relax. Lots of things going through my mind and happened that Ray passed by me staring at me. But nothing is in an coincidence eh. He is getting married today. Wow. 22 year old in army for 7 weeks, having a baby boy soon to be born. Just found out guys have pre-marriage blues , no wonder he was walking around downstairs. We talked about anything and everything again and found out some little secrets which i'm supposed to know 3 years ago during the Japan school trip. I find it amusing seriously, but well, young days(: A good good compliment that i kinda needed and needed to believe it myself.

Had a good talk for a long time. I am happy for Ray. Banquet dinner coming next year and its my 1st friend's wedding i'm going to attend at the age of 20. Awesome. Wish him a happy marriage that lasts.

Its 4.50am, time to rest my head.
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A Bad Dream
Tuesday, October 12, 2010




Exactly.
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I am seriously tired.
I guess my invisible effort in aiding helps.
Call me a good cooperator,
to the very end of this plan.
Whoo. Finally.
Screw this,
i bet i did well.
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101010, perfect 10.
Sunday, October 10, 2010

Wine. I just can't resist and bought a bottle of Moscato at the wine fair yesterday with Tash. Now i have bottle of red and a bottle of white wine at home. Waiting for the perfect time and moment to open up those bottles. This brand Brown Brothers is not bad. I've tried another flavour, Rosa yesterday and it tasted like berry which is more for night drinking whereas Moscato is more on the fruity refreshing side which is more suitable during the hot afternoon. There's no other better than wine.
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Last Friday Night Spoof
Tuesday, October 5, 2010



Pure EPIC. (: I just found out that Katy Hudson(Perry) was actually a christian artist before becoming famous. She grew up listening to gospel music and raised by christian pastor parents.
I love some of her gospel songs though the album was not successful.

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My burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore
Sunday, October 3, 2010

Had a good good jog at night. Stretchings to sit ups, sit ups to push ups. Endorphins was what i neeeded for remedy.
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The Constant Reminder
Friday, October 1, 2010

His will. His way. His time.
Relax.
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