1.C3 college.. My mum asked me about the school fees 5.3 aud per annum. She said 1 person go will be lonely. Again she said pray and definitely i will pray about it. Your plans but not mine. Pray, fast and worship i will. But i know i'm not yet ready, there's still so much more that i need to be molded. If this is Your plan nothing is impossible for You and i know that there's sacrifices need to be made.
2. SOT. I thought of going to SOT after i graduate from TP. It will definitely be an opportunity for me to get trained and to experience Him more than ever. And If its His plan for C3 college, it will be an advantage.
3. O School. Should i apply for it next year? Time, studies, work, money. AH
What are the sacrifices?
Again i have the burden for my cell group. Today i asked myself do i ever once take him as my shepherd? And just feel that the HS is telling me be there for him and stand in the gap. I can feel the desperateness of wanting the cell group to grow. Thats why growth was in his prayer list. All this while, its been stagnant for months. How to break this thick wall of Jericho? The only thing i can do is to pray, is to worship, is to fast. For myself especially. Evangelism. Thats what i really want to revive again inside of me. You reminded me of family today, family in a sense of belonging in my cell. Carrying the burdens together as a cell. It shall come to pass one day..
I am loving GLEE :D Glee Season 2 Episode 8 is one of the best! Kurt is super cute. Finn finally accepted Kurt as brothers :D
FINALLY PROJECT JUDGING IS OVER!! Mr Barnabas is still so ever fierce and funny. "I trash your seniors." Gosh. My face was red while i was interviewed and confused! His presence made us panicked, but well!! ITS OVER (: Time to focus on other assignments and quizes.
My Acne Inspired Atacoma Wedge is on the way! Got it for 39.50! The cheapest price i could get after searching.
Yes ArtBox @ Bugis :D Went for an 3 hours interview yesterday before meeting Yiling, Yufang and Wayne. The supervisor called me today while i was getting ready for school and said my performance was very good and she like me. hahaha I thought i can work at the Tampines outlet but currently they don't have any vacancies. But well, thank God for favour! She told me she can help me to fight for commission during Christmas although i'm a part timer. I've got a good good boss. Thank God for answering my prayers. I wasn't really looking for a job but wanted a job since i have a relax school timetable. Just nice happened to pass by with ZiYuan while shopping a few weeks ago. The funny thing was that i didn't have the intention to apply for this job but Ziyuan does. She asked whether they allow china person to work here but they don't hire them. The person gave me the interview form when i didn't asked for it and i just filled it out and decide later if i want to work. I literally failed the mini interview badly and felt embarrassed as i was having a really bad bad stomachache. While filling in the form, i rushed to the toilet and when i came out and continued filling halfway, the person was talking to me and i had to tell her i'm sorry and rushed back to the toilet again! =.= Still, thank God again as while i was rushing in and out of the toilet, the person let Ziyuan filled in the form too and she got the job also(: Blessing in disguise because of my stomach pain hahaha. Because of me, Ziyuan got posted to Bishan lol. I feel bad. I hope i will be transfered to Tampines if they have vacancy. I'm soo excited to wrap presents and Bugis is not bad too as i can have my Koi bubble tea every now and then :D I heard from my friend there will be Koi @ Tampines too! Can't wait for Koi to be opened at Tampines!
Day 1 Saw Ben here! He was supporting the charity booth at the other side. Not a coincidence! Ahaha botak army guy lol. I screamed at him for Kimberly's hat and he went to change his shorts as i spotted a hole when he squad down LOL. My friends didnt saw it. Observant me! :P Indeed cross sell, up sell and over sell! (: Thank God for favour and for my friend Eileen to come down and support us and da pao food for us. Earned back my rental fee plus an additional 30 over bucks(: Told Him that 30 is enough for the day but i'm blessed with double of that :D Yuting and Yvonne came down after service and bought some clothes. They kept trying clothings none stop and here is Yuting with this green christmassy shirt that she tried on.
Day 2
A few clothes left..
Ben walking around asking for donations (:
Kimberly's hat! Finally the hat is with me after rotting at Ben's house for so long!
Donated 0.50cents for charity and got this cute little balloon puppy (:.
Ziyuan cute face.
Happy that Justine and Huimin came down today and i finally managed to give Huimin's birthday present after soooo long!!! Glad that Justine loves the green shorts that i saved for her for free! :D
And Finally..
Thank God for my lovely mum who baked for me 2 potatoes plus a milo drink after i bathed. I was sooo hungry as i never eat my dinner. When i reached home, i asked for food and my mum just gave me 2 otahs and ask me whether i want to eat chicken pau thats in the fridge. I just sighed and said ok as my dinner is pathetic lol. At least there's something to eat but i was surpised when i came out of the toilet that she prepared this for me. Motherly love ftw(: I'm touched and felt loved and warmth. Mothers are always the best, especially my mummy.
If teenagers were given a second chance to live. More of them who were involved were charged.. What will He do if He is the judge? I guess He would have given them a second chance for He is always merciful. Murdering is a crime and is to be punished. However if they know they did wrong, they still have hope. People say why void the death penalty? Old adults, its still the same. The only reason is because they are young? I feel that they deserve a second chance even though.. And when they die, heaven won't be their place. If only they have a second chance to know You. What is wrong with those slashing lately? Teenagers these days don't they have a brain? Gosh.
I'm selling at flea market again tomorrow and sunday. Gotta clear those leftovers and new pieces. God, bless me with good buyers please! (: And favour! :D Cross sell, up sell and over sell!
Currently Gong Cha is now available at Plaza Sing. WHOO! :D Brought Esther and Yuting today and they both like Gong Cha more than Koi. Thank God that we were the last before the milk tea is sold out. However i haven't taste Gong Cha's pearl because both times were out of stock :( But white pearl is replaced! White pearl is nice too(: Well i think i'm ok with both but Gong Cha's milk tea is more creamy than Koi. I guess they put cream inside?
XIA XUE was there too (: She wanted to buy Gong Cha but its closed already. haha
"I love you Elena. And it's because i love you, that i can't be selfish with you. Why can't you know this.. i don't deserve you.. but my brother does. God, i wish you havent to forget this."
I went to his wake today. Listening to the speech prepared from his friend, girlfriend, sister and parents. The whole place was so crowded, lots of lysians were there. I walked around his coffin and i really don't know how to react, how to say some words of console to his family. I'm speechless. Seeing him in his coffin, seeing him laying just down there, i just cannot stop to wonder why. Why does this have to happen..He is soo young yet to turn 21 and just..
God, tell me why?
Its time for me to wake up?
Its time for me to start something?
Something that You've always put in my heart?
Something that You've wanted all along?
Pulling me out when all i wanted is just staying where i want to be.
Darren..
When i first know you i thought you're a typical ah beng,
But later on i realised you are totally opposite.
I will always remember your bubbly cheerful smile. Rest in peace..
I read the news about this friend of mine from my secondary school who passed away when he was badly injured at Downtown East. My heart is heavy.. Is this a wake up call? Why does God allow this to happen? He knew God but went away, he knew which path was the right path yet he chose the other way. It is definitely not an accident at all but was planned..Who would in a hell bring a chopper out of the house.. If only i have the chance..
The LORD replied, "My precious, precious child.
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
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Yes ArtBox @ Bugis :D Went for an 3 hours interview yesterday before meeting Yiling, Yufang and Wayne. The supervisor called me today while i was getting ready for school and said my performance was very good and she like me. hahaha I thought i can work at the Tampines outlet but currently they don't have any vacancies. But well, thank God for favour! She told me she can help me to fight for commission during Christmas although i'm a part timer. I've got a good good boss. Thank God for answering my prayers. I wasn't really looking for a job but wanted a job since i have a relax school timetable. Just nice happened to pass by with ZiYuan while shopping a few weeks ago. The funny thing was that i didn't have the intention to apply for this job but Ziyuan does. She asked whether they allow china person to work here but they don't hire them. The person gave me the interview form when i didn't asked for it and i just filled it out and decide later if i want to work. I literally failed the mini interview badly and felt embarrassed as i was having a really bad bad stomachache. While filling in the form, i rushed to the toilet and when i came out and continued filling halfway, the person was talking to me and i had to tell her i'm sorry and rushed back to the toilet again! =.= Still, thank God again as while i was rushing in and out of the toilet, the person let Ziyuan filled in the form too and she got the job also(: Blessing in disguise because of my stomach pain hahaha. Because of me, Ziyuan got posted to Bishan lol. I feel bad. I hope i will be transfered to Tampines if they have vacancy. I'm soo excited to wrap presents and Bugis is not bad too as i can have my Koi bubble tea every now and then :D I heard from my friend there will be Koi @ Tampines too! Can't wait for Koi to be opened at Tampines!
Indeed cross sell, up sell and over sell! (: Thank God for favour and for my friend Eileen to come down and support us and da pao food for us. Earned back my rental fee plus an additional 30 over bucks(: Told Him that 30 is enough for the day but i'm blessed with double of that :D Yuting and Yvonne came down after service and bought some clothes. They kept trying clothings none stop and here is Yuting with this green christmassy shirt that she tried on.
Kimberly's hat! Finally the hat is with me after rotting at Ben's house for so long!
Donated 0.50cents for charity and got this cute little balloon puppy (:.
