Blessed.
Sunday, January 31, 2010


Last day of January. So far things have been going quite ok for me. And just before January is coming to an end, I would like to thank my great awesome mother. The pictures posted above was my dinner prepared by my mummy on my birthday night. Even though she was tired, yet she cooked a sumptous meal just for me. Though at times i throw my temper, she's always been tolerant and tries her best to understand me. I really do appreciate all that she have sacrificed for me.(: I would also like to thank all my friends for the wonderful birthday surprises that they had planned. -YiLing, YuFang, Wayne, Jasper, Jolynn, MeiQi, ChauMing, Derick, Dannon, Kenneth, Bob, HuiMin, W212, Joel Tan, Esther, YuTing, Yvonne, Attributes. To me, it was my best birthday ever.

Today service was amazing. What is love exactly? I pondered today when i'm in service. Is love really that amazing? And i knew the answers and revelation that just hit me. Just like the disaster on Hati, love is loving people without any condition even when its not convinient. The workers that put down everything and just went even though they had things of their own to do. And its love that drives, that motivates, that keeps people doing what they're doing though its tough. And when there's love, there's always hope. That's how lifes are changed, for the better. Wouldn't it be great that everything you do is just only one reason, because you love, because you want to?
I'm learning to love.


Recently i have been craving for ice creams.
Anyone wants to have icecream break this week?(:










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Saturday, January 30, 2010

"In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope." - Michael Jackson
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Different Thursday.
Friday, January 29, 2010

Firstly, i want to thank God for my fever has subsided today morning and the grace He has given to me once again. I'm supposed to take my ASP.net quiz because i didn't take it last week. I was given a few minutes revision before the test and when the time is up, my teacher asked if i want to take the test next week cause i might not have the time to study when i'm sick. In fact, i really don't have the time and of course i said yes.(: Secondly, i want to thank Him for protecting my belongings. Oh man this is funny. Before i leave school to meet Dennis, i went to the toilet and left my handphone there. Only when i'm in bus 23 then i realised my phone was not with me. My mind was like oh no, no handphone = how to contact Dennis?! I alighted at Safra, took a bus back and ran to the toilet. And there was my phone left untouched. Last time was taking a wrong bus and now handphone. Oh man. What has gotten into me?=.= Anyway out of randomness we catched a movie called Law Abiding Citizen, the last movie of the day. The most surprising thing was that Jessica works at GV and i didn't realise till now. I'm really happy to see her, again the world is small(:

This is a thriller/action movie and i love it alot though some part it's abit disturbing. It got my mind thinking what will happen next. Definitely a 4/5! Anyway we had prata at my house coffee shop. We talked alot especially about his army and i didn't know army life is quite interesting. Went home at 1am. Definitely a time well spent and worth spending. I wish he would stay in the east one day so we could hang out more often.

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Busy, busy and busy!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010

-ASP.NET Project
-MDAD Project
-MUSIC Test on saturday
I really need to work extremely fast and efficient for asp.net this week. I took an mc again. I was not feeling well when i'm in school today. Feeling heaty, warm, running nose and having sorethroat. My body is showing all the symptoms of not having sufficent rest No fever for me please!! And i missed my asp.net lesson again. I don't want to fall sick! I still have alot of things to do and want to do. I'm looking forward to tomorrow's picnic and thursday dinner with Dennis.
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Monday, January 25, 2010

Everything to me
He's more than a story
More than words on a page of history
He's the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
He's everything
And looking back over my life at the end
I'll go to meet You saying

You've been everything to me
You're more than a story
More than words on a page of history
You're the air that I breathe
The water I thirst for
And the ground beneath my feet
You're everything
Lord, You're everything to me
(:
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I have survived.
Friday, January 22, 2010

Started my day badly because i overslept when my ASP.net lesson was at 10am. I knew i had a quiz and actually intend to wake up early to study. I was already feeling soo shitty plus the first few days of this week was terrible and my father of cause added more oil. Obviously, had a minor quarrell with him. Oh well. I got an mc from the polyclinic and went back to school at 3pm to attend my last lesson. I thank God for my mother being soo understanding for she didn't scold me when i called her. Things started to get much more better after meeting Yiling to do our own assignments at my school complab. It's been a tough week for me till today. I thought things will just end like what i thought it should be. But, He changed it. Unexpectedly. Indeed He made things work, made a way for me when there's no way.(: Left school at 1am. And..
I am playing praise for cg thanksgiving. I am sooooo excited~ Ahhh I am going crazy!
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Thursday, January 21, 2010

If i have to go through this, i want to look at a different perspective. When everything seems to fall apart, i just got to keep doing what i am doing and do even more though the rubbish feelings sucks. I will put a smile on my face. Thats how i went through all the bad times and it will still.

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.
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Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I want to be strong girl.
I want to be tough girl.
But somehow, i failed.
I've cried enough. It sucks.
Even the sky cries with me too.
Just in time.
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We were the reason.
Friday, January 15, 2010

I've finally found the reason for living

It's in giving every part of my heart to Him

In all that I do, every word that I say

I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him .

Happened to stumble across this song. It reminded me of the begining why.

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Blur, its ok though.
Thursday, January 14, 2010

What a day today! I went to school today and i mistook bus 17 as bus 8. Boarded the bus and after awhile then i realised the bus was not going the direction to tampines safra but to simei. -.- When did i become soo blur? Gosh and i'm late for school. I guess my mind was filled with my ewa peer teaching presentation and project coding plus my 1000 words cds music review. I am so so satisfied and happy with my peer teaching today. I have been worrying about this presentation since the day i was assigned to it because i'm clueless about the topic. My teacher praised me for being detailed in explaining and demostrating the program so were my classmates. I thought i did average. Also, i am happy to get 9/10 for my progress in project coding although i supposed to complete 3 points, but only completed 2. Finally about my music review, i was given 1 day grace to complete without deduction of 10%. By right, it should deduct for a day late. Went for dinner after school with YiLing for $1.80 chicken rice and saw Kenneth Chua. The world is soo small! Together with our laptops, we headed to starbucks and stayed till 12.30am. Anyway i tried the new flavour coffee called Honey Orange Mocha and it tasted like fever medicine to me. The original coffee is still the best. Managed to finish my music review and headed for supper at Holy Trinity coffee shop. I am soo tired! Its 4.00am now. Goodnights!

Thank You for the strength.
Thank You for the grace.

Thank You for the wisdom.
Thank You for the favour.

I can't wait for saturday night.
I am expecting something.
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Dying
Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I hate programming! Someone please save me. I just managed to solve the coding for like 3hours and still have 1000 words of essay writing. I want my sleep so badly. Worst, i need to bathe now. Programming is a waste of time.
Time is precious!!
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Lifehouse - Halfway Gone
Sunday, January 3, 2010

New song from Lifehouse. Love it!
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New Year Eve.
Friday, January 1, 2010

A wonderful day spent well wth my primary school friends and my mum(: Baked banana muffins, manicure, and beach after 12am to pinic together with wine and potato salad that we've made.
We shopped at ntuc to buy the ingredients. The longest time i ever spent inside a grocery store. Its been so long since i baked and some ingredients i don't even know how the packaging look like. Like what's the difference between baking powder and baking soda. Its soo confusing! From choosing bananas to tomatoes. I don't even know. I'm such a beginner in this. But i had fun shopping for all of it because its not everytime i have the time make some delicious yummy food. (:

This is baking soda. Thanks to the ntus packer(:.

My small little kitchen.

I love my mother(: She cooked maggie, washed the plates for us. I'm happy that i can spent the countdown with her and my friends at the same time. I didn't know that there were soo many people at the beach, drunk people walking around somemore. There was one malay guy running like a mad person saying "Happy new year" and fell to the ground. Another laughing like crazy in front of us and said "Girl you are very beautiful." Seriously drunk people are scary and they do stupidest things of all. Anyway, im surpirsed to see Guo Jun at the beach too. The world is so small man. I was soo tired and sleepy after drinking the wine. Still, played the swing, spider webs, london bridge, everything. I'm like a walking zombie and my face looked like a vampire as the sun rises. My lips were in redish purple colour. Its another day, a beautiful morning and the gentle breeze. It was peaceful. Welcome to 2010, goodbyes to 2009. New chapter, journey to embrace.

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