If you are given a second chance to live, how will you live your life? I'm loving Drop Dead Diva and loving Fred. He's such a gentleman. The world needs more Fred especially in Singapore :D
Another week of trial and testing. I feel vulnerable to the extent that the most i could do is cry to myself. Understand me, am i too hard to be understood? The deepest of my feelings and emotions kept deep inside, are only known to Him. I am losing the things that matters most to me and i am feeling the pain.
I am very sensitive and breaks easily. Please know before stepping into my life. Anybody.
"I feel that there are only 2 paths in life. You can either choose to die now, or you can choose to live your life to the fullest."
How true. I am touched by this video. How fortunate and blessed i am to have every part of me intact yet sometimes or mostly i take things that i have for granted. The talents given to me, i doubted. I doubted my abilities and don't believe i can. But now i believe that everything is possible with hard work. Just like the guy, accepting who he is and achieving the same results like normal people. I am inspired by him and life is indeed fragile. A lesson learned, but i will never know how it feels like till i lost it. Got to appreciate and appreciate. It doesn't matter if no one believes, but most importantly is me believing myself. The views of people don't shape me but the views of myself does.
I thought. If everything is a lie, words spilled out is for the sake of just that one single moment, promises made is not forever, good intentions is not actually good, then everything is fake, everything is just like blowing bubbles that pops soon after.
Though bubbles are lovely, they disappears quickly. They go where the wind blows, and never comes back.
Resident Evil AfterLife! I want to watch it as i have followed all RE movies. Maybe 3D would be more exciting? I don't mind spending more money just to watch this :D !
Yesterday. I woke up at 1 pm, had lunch with my parents at the round market and I met Wayne! Such coincidence on a monday afternoon and he was having lunch with his parents too(:
My father brought durians as i pointed to him with a smiley face. While my father was choosing the durians, I stood beside my mother and she told me he earned quite alot from taxi driving the last 2 days and his brother finally gave him salary. He even gave my mother 200 bucks!! No wonder he was so generous!(ony if he's rich ;x) And i was shocked that he spent 80 bucks for the durians and told my mum to give a few boxes to my grandmother! Thats even more crazy. haha Anyway the durians tastes specially nice! Maybe its durian season thats why.
Visted my grandmother and headed to Giants. But its actually not Giants, its Courts. :( My mum kept saying Giants and made me feel happy for nothing cause i thought i can buy alot of food. Oh mann. But its a blessing in disguise though because Courts have BOLSTERS! Like finally! My sleeping companion is back! My mum bought 2 for my brother and me. (:
Had zichar with my family at my house coffee shop. Spicy chilli crab, Dou Miao, Man Tou, Hot Pot Tofu, Mai Pian Prawn and Steamed Fish! Yummy~~ I ate till i'm so full! And everything cost only 115 bucks. Thats really cheap! After that sumptous meal i headed to Tampines Mall to meet up with Jolynn, bought some groceries and slacked at Jco.
Had a terrible migraine in the middle of my sleep and feel like vomiting. I guess i ate too much =.= The feeling was really terrible. I can't sleep for like 2 hours, tossing and turning on my bed. Thank God i'm still alive(:
I feel blessed. The simplest of things matters much to me.
Let's rewind back again. We can play it over and over again. Getting crazy and happy over the simplest thing. We can just look at each other and smile. Laugh because we are just funny. Talk with no sense at all. We can spend the whole night talking about our dreams. How wonderful it is.
So little time Try to understand that I'm Trying to make a move just to stay in the game I try to stay awake and remember my name But everybody's changing And I don't feel the same
I don't deserve, I am not worthy, Yet You chose me, Yet You are patient with me, Yet You stand by me even if no one will, Yet You listens to me when no one will, Yet You feels what i felt when no one understandYet You comforts me when I did wrong. All You ever do, no one else would. Because You know me in out so well. Thank You Father, Thank You.
I've been trying so hard waiting for something got your picture beside my bed When I look in your eyes I can see a reflection of the words that we left unsaid
Looking back endless memories in a photograph come back wishing for another day with you
I didn't see this coming thought that we were fine now I know I'm wrong But the hardest part is that goodbye is forever and how you're moving on
And I was yours at the perfect time But I just had to leave
Pride and Ego. To some people, they can die for it. Its not about whether one is or not a christian. A person with a good character may not be a christian. And i know there are. A person being high in status does not mean they can treat others without respect. Being a person high in status means one is qualified because of him/her is able to handle matters well and i believe, good character and build relationships well. I believe this is common sense; One wants respect have to earn it onself. The basic. Being a person that is high in status does not mean one is always right. Being a person that is high in status have flaws that others see. A person with good character don't not goes blaming others for what one is responsible for. A person high in status does not means one can be lazy. A person high in status means something, there for a purpose.
I don't give a damm about losing if i can make sense to your brain.
The LORD replied, "My precious, precious child.
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
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